my life gt all of u....ady satisfy..thx

my life...gt my lou po zai.ss....is ady enuf....love???get away from me...my life is ady full of fren's love,family's love....thats all...i appreciate it...thx to u all...lub u all!

a friend...b4 is important to me...chg n chg immediately...chg to a person that v cnt cum close v her...so hard....nothing to share btween us....doubt...argue....bo syok...keep on happen...i dno y....v jus cnt understand...all is cuz by she nt reali wanna share her sadness n happiness v us..wat cn v do?nothing v cn do if she still remain like that....now...she was jus my fren~~u knw....??

nxt wednesday...is near....that nite is a die day....i dno when my mom see my result...wat emotion n feeling was she....jus hope all wil be ok n she wil knw the reason...bt mom i promise...i'll work hard on it to make it better...i'm sorry a very worst result cum out...bt ady bcum the truth...i cnt chg anything....wat cn i chg is jus make my future mr better n better....

nw...i was really put down that....cuz i listened the truth....i knw that.....i knw all.....although stil gt a bit blur.....bt i knw....skip frm this topic...i gt a gang of lou po zai loving me....caring me....take k of me.....OMG.....i love it!!! muackzz....

we jus nt as b4....bt...is okie~i appreciate the time v had passed...thx

语：我以为我的温柔
能给你整个宇宙
我以为我能全力填满你感情的缺口
专心陪在你左右
弥补他一切的错
也许我太过天真
以为奇迹会发生
他让你红了眼眶
你却还笑着原谅
原来你早就想好你要留在谁的身旁
我以为我够坚强
却一天天地失望
少给我一点希望
希望就不是奢望……

wat mean by "friend" ??

"friend",a term for me.....nt a feel...nt a care....
who will be my friend?my best friend?
the one i care for.....i luv......i share sadness n hapiness v.....r u ?

honest....i'm those guy that fren in my heart stay a high place.....cn be even no.1....bt sumtimes i found out...someone is nt like wat i'm think....i treat the guy as my gud gud fren.....bt the guy jus make it nothing n in the guy list did not hv my name....wat for to be gud fren?just let it...now...i realise....i will not very very care bout that guy anymore....bt the guy will still be my fren...bt jus a common fren for me......no more deep love n caring....that is wat u choose~i will not regret.

those who me reali luv d dun worry.....me will nt at ur side...bt is in ur heart....okie?^^i will not forget u....will remember u....will not giv any chance for sadness to apporoach u bt jus happi life n smile...:p.....appreciate to hv u all....is my luck...muackzzz^^

语：因为你没有谁能替代
因为你在所以我存在
我不要再分开，把时间停下来，慢下来
让烟火坠不下来
因为你历史都能更改
没有你我就不要未来……

我恨你！跌倒！

渐渐的，转校到三民已经三个多月了……时间过得真快……这段时间，非常庆幸有一班好姐妹，好朋友陪伴着我，使到我的生活每天都充满笑声，欢乐~除此之外，我再也不是以前的我了，那个超酷的我，没笑容的我，感觉上难相处的我~

还记得之前和旧学校的朋友聊天~我告诉他，我变了，见过我的人都这么说……他问：“变得怎样了？”。我说我变得开朗了，会笑咯！也会开玩笑了……
他竟然回我两个字……奇迹……
以前的我真的脸上没有一丝笑容哦？好怀疑以前的我是怎么过日子的……哈哈~

言归正传，说说我恨的~跌倒！
咳！知道吗？我来了三民三个月，却跌倒了四次！不懂应该有怎样的感觉，想法~好难堪难看哦！

还记得第一次，是在食堂前面，时间是放学~在一众巡查员面前，滑倒跌了下来……当时的反应超快的，迅速的爬了起来，朋友说想上前扶我也来不及了~哈哈

第二次嘛，也是在同一个地方，但是当时有朋友扶着，还是被高高的梯级拌倒了~也不知道当时有谁看见，只想起，怎么又来啦？？？

第三次，是我印象最深刻的一次，是在篮球场靠近课室那边的那排长长的三级楼梯！还记得很清楚，那天在我们班报告可以回班时，走到一半，巡查员才报告说班长副班长们要留下来集合~那我就赶快下去啦~可是当时所有人都涌着上楼，只有我像逆流一样，和别人反方向~走廊没位置了，只好走在那窄窄的梯级，突然！拌倒了啦!!!超讨厌的！当时我也是以很快的速度爬起来，希望没太多人看见，但是往往现实是很残酷的~被隔壁班大多数的同学看见了……过了几天~听见朋友告诉我，在那时有几个人看见了，束手无策，袖手旁观，在那旁偷笑！我不是生气他们没来救我~而是自己每次自动当别人的笑柄！一开始是超介意的，但跌过了那么多次，我也不怕了……没什么感觉了~

今天，也就是第四次，sukan tara 跳高项目，跑着跑着，被草场上的水……滑倒了……整个人坐在草上，超烂的表现！回班不久后才发现跌倒时敲到旧患，我的手！隐约痛痛的……笨死了！真的很生气自己！！！

或许今年的运真的超倒霉，不好的！现在走步路都要很小心，真的好怕第五次的来临~拜托，我不要再跌倒了！！！

还有，我想知道，是谁……

语：原谅我没有说，最爱你的是我
予取予求又把温柔当附和
原谅我没有说，我给你的并不多
拥有过，却没有把握~

近况

最近嘛……刚从camp回来……感觉还不错，也通过这次认识了一些新朋友。昨天根哥和luilui去喝茶，在lana……这次还谈了瞒多东西的，好久没聚在一起了~那个傻佬哥竟然忘记他要载我回家，真是给他气死~借了他一把雨伞，不知道几时才能还他叻~哈哈……没拍到照片，时间太赶了，所以你们看不到啦~
说说在camp的时候吧~hmm....好奇怪咯~因为在ahli中好像只有我和另一个朋友是form 4...最老是我们了~而我也看到了亲爱的以前所暗恋的人长什么样子啦~还不错~性格呢我就不知道，因为没交流过嘛~幸好这次考试成功pass……不然做了那么久的ahli也就白做了~在camp里和一群姐妹们拍下了一些照片，她们很多都已经放上网了，没关系啦~你们就看多一次咯~我之前手机的记忆库满了，所以没拿到照片……
欣赏吧~

一众好姐妹……

太阳好晒哦~我最丑了……哈哈

看看~馨最抢镜了!

最爱这张了……好开心~

看傻鱼和瑶~aiyo^^

星星~美叻~

camp就讲到这~现在呢~说说那天去sushi king吃的事吧~我和馨先到，我们颠到两个小子叫了整桌的食物，过后她们到了，吃吃喝喝，账单显示了总数~哇!70多块叻~最近怎么那么会花啊？！
哈哈……^^
那天是坐馨的车一起去的~在她家拍了一些照片~

好姐妹~
喜欢^^
哈哈~看亲爱的每张都那么美,羡慕死!

爱死你们呢~你们也要爱我哦……
语：little faith,brightens are rainy day
life is difficult u can go away
don't hide youeselvies in the corner,u have my place to stay
sorrow is gonna say gudbye
opens up
u see the happy sunshine...
keep going on v ur dream
chasing 2moro sunrise
the spirit can never die...
sun will shine,my fren
won't let you cry,my dear...
seeing u share the tear,
make my world disappear,
you never be alone in darkness
see my smile my fren ^^
we r v u...holding hands..
u hv got 2 belif
u r my destiny..
we meant to b ur fren..
thats wat a friendship be....^^

终于……我做了决定……

我？做了什么决定？
他，我决定了，不想了，但先承诺，说不想，不一定能做到，但……起码我说出了……姐妹们。就让我告诉你们为什么一直以来的我这样傻……
其实，只有两个字……答案~因为我需要一个答案……
这么久了，没有交代，没有答案，没有想法……我根本不知道他想怎样。有时我更希望他能发一封简讯给我，写着
：“我真的不喜欢你了，我们算了吧……”
或许你们觉得这样很残忍，但比什么都没有好很多。因为可以知道自己做的决定是对的~等，等，等，我一直都在等……但是我知道永远都不会有答案……
昨天翊问我，你有后悔那时没答应他吗？
我说：“我没有。”
因为已经看见了，当时的承诺，今时今日并没有发生~
从朋友的口中，得知了他在想什么……我开心的是……当时他是认真的……
我决定说再见……

我没那么喜欢过一个人，但我会潇洒地放弃。就算我们真的有可能，但到今天这个地步，再也没有可能了~事情不会回到从前，感觉不会像以前一样简单，因为我们已经隔了一道墙~永远都穿不过……我当时没接受alex……是因为我不喜欢他~除了这个原因，因为我还相信会有奇迹……
没有~没有~真的不会有~
我会听你们说，放下，离开，不想~
现在的我看见他也没有那种感觉了……只是脑海浮出-“遗憾”……擦肩而过的缘分……我们彼此都没好好把握~那就让它去吧~
我相信，他，早已经放下我了，我也是时候了~


语：逃不开爱越深越互相伤害，
越深的依赖，越多的空白，该怎么去爱……
我爱他，轰轰烈烈最疯狂，
我的梦，狠狠碎过却不会忘，
我和他不再属于这个地方，
最初的天堂，最终的荒唐……

Nw IS 10.57 pM...

after typed the title...the clock was ady show me that the time is ady 10.58...now..suppose me studying hardly n hardly...bt....is too difficult...how cn i handle it??nt i dnwan...nt i easily fed up..is just..really cnt...until now me just say out GIV UP such words..haizz..bio....sej....2 subject is full of data n nid to memorize...hw can they put this 2 2geda....i almost crazy...getting confuse...n mood bcum bad n bad n bad...jus nw i found out my bio text buk is gone...y?i dno..that second...my anger is higher n higher..i jus cnt imagine y all problems cum together at the same time??pls...dn....i nt yet practice v that..dn let me in trouble... i saw my frens...sum was oways saying neve giv up n they reali did it...hw cn they done i oso dno..sum..nt yet touch the buks ad giv up n sum read le jau giv up jus like me...

nothing to do nw...or i share my story v u?
recently...i gave a answer that out of my thinking...the answer is hurting sum1 bt this is the best solution..i cnt expect the guy really said out in front all of them...for me....striaght away giv the answer is my style..after that..the things was end..finally end...hw long time i wish for??bt anyway..fren is stil fren ..u dun worry bout it...lols

wish me for 2mr exam...may god bless me..~~
the time for nw is 11.11 pm...

examing

this week is my school exam week....such a suffer week for all of us...haizz...yesterday just console a friend..she cry deeply cuz of STRESS...i told her many...we cnt lose to the STRESS rite?...i'm so happy she listening to me..n finally she told me is worth to hv me this best fren..waoh...so happi yar~~...recently nothing special happen around us...just our sinyee gt bf lar~xiu qiong ler~~XD..n oso CK..haha..mmm...bt both of them gt their own problem..sum bf hv to go study far...n sum is far distance love..OMG..all working sadly..bt still keeping happy mood pls..still gt us ar..sister gang 4eva!~2mr subjext is BIO n SEJ...for me this time exam the most hard n sure sei de is this 2 subject!!i din study them hard..act jus put effort on others except them...scared scared sacred...TT...i wnt cal "where is god?" just like my darling hazelnut but i'll say...i'm lost..who cn rescue me??