wat mean by "friend" ??

"friend",a term for me.....nt a feel...nt a care....
who will be my friend?my best friend?
the one i care for.....i luv......i share sadness n hapiness v.....r u ?

honest....i'm those guy that fren in my heart stay a high place.....cn be even no.1....bt sumtimes i found out...someone is nt like wat i'm think....i treat the guy as my gud gud fren.....bt the guy jus make it nothing n in the guy list did not hv my name....wat for to be gud fren?just let it...now...i realise....i will not very very care bout that guy anymore....bt the guy will still be my fren...bt jus a common fren for me......no more deep love n caring....that is wat u choose~i will not regret.

those who me reali luv d dun worry.....me will nt at ur side...bt is in ur heart....okie?^^i will not forget u....will remember u....will not giv any chance for sadness to apporoach u bt jus happi life n smile...:p.....appreciate to hv u all....is my luck...muackzzz^^

语：因为你没有谁能替代
因为你在所以我存在
我不要再分开，把时间停下来，慢下来
让烟火坠不下来
因为你历史都能更改
没有你我就不要未来……