finally i get the ans

the ans i hope for so long time finally i got it....wat is my feel?
happi?sad?
all...
combine....
i was happi bcuz i noe i cn put down ady...cn 4get ady....
i sad bcuz "no".."not"....
i noe...so many things...recently...is to tel me...v r reali frens....
frens 4ever.....
now....
my feel reali confuse....i dno wat i'm thinking.....
i dno i wan wat.......
bt....i noe....i still hv frens....v me.....
accompany me forever....thx them...muackz
can i do it?
i'll try my best......
+u+u.....
i hope so.....
now i noe...when u reali serious in sumthing...it will made u more sad...
fell down one time....i scared ady.....
i dnwan feel down the 2nd time...
but i appreciate....when i fell down....
will hv ppl cum rescue me.....
i no nid say is who..
ueself will noe.....
here....
truely......
thank you.......
i can say....now.....mayb....
the place in my heart is reali empty ady.....
i dno is true or nt....
but i noe....
one day the place will be empty...
the guy will leave me.....
goodbye.......